A Declaration of Authenticity on Easter Sunday
For the congregation of the Canisteo United Methodist Church in New York, this year's Easter Sunday service delivered a message of rebirth in a deeply personal way. Their pastor of four years, known to them as Reverend Phil Phaneuf, stood before them and shared a truth she had held for a lifetime. After 62 years, 40 of them married and with four children, she announced she is a transgender woman.
“I have to take off a costume that I have been wearing my whole life,” she told her community, her voice filled with emotion. “My name is Junia, and I am a woman.”
The response was not one of judgment, but of overwhelming support. The congregation rose to their feet, offering Reverend Junia a sustained standing ovation, a powerful affirmation of their acceptance and love for their pastor.
A Lifelong Journey and a Meaningful Name
Reverend Junia described her life as feeling like a performance, a role she was playing rather than a life she was living. Her decision to come out publicly was a step toward finally living as her authentic self. Crucially, she has the full support of her wife and family, who stand by her side on this new chapter of her journey.
Her chosen name, Junia, is deeply significant. In the New Testament's Letter to the Romans, the Apostle Paul refers to Junia as “outstanding among the apostles.” For centuries, many scholars and church leaders attempted to masculinize the name to 'Junias,' unable to accept a woman holding such a prominent position. By choosing this name, Reverend Junia connects her own journey of identity and recognition with a powerful, and often overlooked, female figure in Christian history.
“I have to take off a costume that I have been wearing my whole life. My name is Junia, and I am a woman.”
A Church in Transition
Junia's announcement comes at a pivotal moment for the United Methodist Church (UMC), one of the largest Protestant denominations in the United States. The church has long been fractured over LGBTQ+ inclusion. However, at a recent General Conference, the global legislative body of the UMC voted to remove a 40-year-old ban on ordaining openly gay clergy. While this marks a significant step forward for the denomination, it followed a period where thousands of more conservative congregations chose to leave.
While this story unfolds in the US, it resonates with ongoing discussions within Dutch religious communities, such as the Protestant Church in the Netherlands (PKN), about the full inclusion and affirmation of transgender members and clergy. Stories like Junia's highlight the personal, human element at the heart of these theological debates.
Looking Forward
Reverend Junia will continue to lead her congregation in Canisteo. Her courageous act of vulnerability has not only allowed her to live authentically but has also provided her community with a profound lesson in grace, acceptance, and the true meaning of resurrection—the emergence of new life.
